I should go to class once in awhile...

Next year, I'm going to check out Gymkana. I was going to join this semester, but got dissuaded, by self-intimidation, plus things my friend who joined said, and certain discouraging remarks from that boyfriend of mine. But I want to do it. Just tumbling and trampoline and vaulting. Then after getting that set, maybe the uneven bars, even though it will tear up my hands. I want to do it.

Also, I joined this Latin Formation Dance Team, which I'm excited about. It's fun, and John's doing it with me. Don't know how far he'll go with hit, as there's a trip to Daytona, Florida where we will perform and take workshops and stuff. But I want to go. I like it alot so far, it's fun.

Taking a dance class next semester too. Fundamentals of Jazz, I think it's called. It'll be fun.

Other club type things, Maryann and I are going to get involved with the Filipino Cultural Association. We went to the Filipino Culture Night and saw them perform and wished so badly that we were up there too. I'm so going to get busy again. I'm excited. And determined. I will NOT let this determination die.

I'm going to try again, next semester for an a cappella group. I miss singing. At the same time though, if I don't make it, it's not so bad. I'll be busy with school and other activities. I'm pretty much certain that I'm joining Gymkana.

Speaking of school, I'm taking summer classes. Bleeeeegh. It'll let me finish my double major in four years though. And make my schedules less hectic. It'll be a pain. Three hour classes, four days a week. And then, I also need to find a job. :( Which is a pain. Need a job!

My muscles were feeling sore a few days ago, not sure why. Maybe it was because I was standing alot, because of the Latin Formation Dance Practice. That's sad. I'm so out of shape. Which is why Gymkana is a bit scary. But I'm not incapable of getting in shape. I actually liked feeling sore. It'll get better. I'm looking forward to next year.

You know, I used to think adults were incapable of making mistakes. For some reason I used to fully believe in their inability to be wrong or do anything not right. Such as cheating. For some reason, I thought it was only teenagers who would do this, like when they'd be dating someone. I mean, I knew that men have cheated on their wives before and vice versa, but at the same time... On the same note, why does it seem more wrong when they do it, as opposed to kids in highschool? Because of vows? I don't think that should make a difference. I don't know why I conveniently ignored the fact that adultery really does happen. Or for that matter, that grown men can be common thieves. And murderers and rapists exist. And they're not always young men, foolish and stupid. I don't know. I'm naive.

And he complains to me about me not communicating with him. *mutter*